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DEVAN MARIE FREY...what to say...first girl to fall in love with...beautiful just look at her...funny,i love to make her so mad that she starts to like smile and cant stand it,,,its really cute...shes so responsible...shes is really really smart and will be very succesful...i love kissing her on her hips cause she just cant stand it...i love going and spending every night i possibly could with her...rubbing eachother down at night...riding the waverunner together and sorry for scaring you...looking for the pickle in the tree lol...walking home at 2am just to spend more time with you...taking you driving...our one year anniversary was so much fun...these are the moments im going to miss the most and love sharing them with you i wish we could make more...i will be here waiting ...I LOVE YOU..people always wonder why i spent so much money on her...but the reason why is that i love to see her happy so much...and thats the reason why we are at this point...i still want to be together but right now you dont feel like being in a relationship and so if thats what makes you happy ill go by everyday fighting the urge to see you and be around you cause i want you to be happy...ill always be here for you devan till death...i never really realized how much it hurts to lose something you love so much till now and i hate it...if i could go back i would have told you how beautiful you are everyday...i would have done everything in my power to show you how much i love you cause you are seriously the PERFECT girl...and will make some guy very very very lucky someday and if this is the end then i atleast want to be there for you the rest of your life to help you through your bad times and i want to be with you through your good ones...devan you really have no idea how much i love you...